Good morning everyone i hope you’re having a great day tonight wherever you’re at whatever you’re doing i hope it’s great today i just wanted to check in with you and see what’s going on i get i’m losing so much here and it keeps sleep i mean so much here it’s crazy anyway i have been motivated to do more self work again because i feel like in a way i’ve lost a
Feeling of control and sorry and definitely going to minimize my stuff again but this time i’m going to store it away instead of just getting rid of it i have a lot of stuff that i have already like decluttered and and things like that but in the time that the time between then and now i’ve collected some stuff and i think once i get my last package of things then
I will show you guys kind of what i’m getting rid of and also i’m listening to people that i look up to on like podcast and things like that somebody i aspire to be like or have the same traits as so that’s exciting i’m not sure how it’s gonna work out with a bipolar you kind of like switch your mind a lot and i’m gonna put on my socks guys friends socks there’s
So much hair yes so today i’m going up to jeff and i’m getting ready to tomorrow i am going to meet with the voc rehab lady they were gonna pay for my tests but i have to retake and then hopefully i’ll pass it i don’t know i’m gonna nervous wreck about it have been since i’ve stopped and sorry um so it is what it is you know it is what it is you just gotta take it
As it comes but yeah so once i passed that because i’m gonna keep taking it until i pass then i can start getting my new business set up and it’s gonna be a small business probably like ten thousand dollars a year maybe you know that’s like a goal of mine for massage therapy you don’t really make enough to make a living on really i mean it can be done but it’s
Very hard so i have the other job then i’ll continue to work on and if the business side of things doesn’t work out then i’ll just go to the original one that i got hired at and if that’s possible i don’t know but that’s where that’s at it oh guys i oh let me tell you this trazadone sucks ass it sucks i took it as i took a half a pill and usually if i take like
Tylenol pm or melatonin i have to take it like four hours in advance for it to like actually kick in and not leave me tired the following morning trazodone has made me i think hypomanic but not like in like a severe way just more energy and i think i’m gonna have to call my doctor and ask her for something else i don’t know what else trazodone could be used for i
Need to look it up but tries it on not fine um what else is going on i’m meeting with a girl that i went to school with tomorrow tonight is cadence concert that they had at school yeah tomorrow i’m meeting with the voc rehab lady and i’m also going to see a girl that i went to school with i think i already said that so pretty busy couple of days the massage lady
That i met with this past week which was like almost like a blind date i’m gonna meet with i think i’m gonna write some questions down on a piece of paper and we’re gonna meet again because i was so out there for the original meaning so there’s that okay guys i just wanted to legit check in i don’t have much to say except the update on the medicine in case you’re
Thinking about taking it i know someone else who also does not do well on trazadone it also does the same effect for them and i don’t think that’s the only time i’ve heard that so yep that’s what i’ve got but you know if you’re feeling not in a good mood i’ve been there like often on so even though i’m not all the way down i still know where my mentality would
Be if it was just all down but the the majority of the time it has been pretty hyper not to an extreme where well i can’t really say that but um yeah i’d rather be hypomanic been depressed for sure but if you’re feeling depressed just keep hanging in there you know you’ve got this i know life is not easy and it seems like there’s days where you just don’t want
A shower you don’t want to do anything at all you just legit want to stay in bed and not have anybody come and talk to you and just sit in solitary and sleep or at least that’s what i like to do and i don’t know i had an anxiety attack also i meant to tell you guys that and it was pretty scary so there was that but anyway if you’re feeling good i’m happy that’s
That’s what it is that’s all i can say whatever day you’re watching this on i hope it’s great and i hope that you guys know that i love you if you’re not feeling loved today i’ve got true love so i will share but yeah you’ve always got a friend here and or somebody who at least understands the process so with that being said i will let you guys go and i want to talk to you bye
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Thursday update / trazodone / general. By FreeMe Life
