Keeping a weekly ( or whenever I need it ) log about my journey to quit smoking cigarettes and cure my slight depression using Brupropion . Nervous but excited. So lets see where this road leads me ! ( or us ) If you are also going to start your own journey as well !
Hi you guys this is my very first youtube blog lea by the way i am trying to log my journey taking through propria i was prescribed the appropriate s are 150 milligrams which i was supposed to take twice daily and i just wanted to get into why i’ve been so apprehensive want you to take it why i’m excited it was a kid i officially started taking it today so whoa
Why do you down um i have what is this this is i have 60 pills in this bottle which will probably last me twice as long since i’ve only been taking one pill i’m i’m nervous to take two in one day since i have done a lot of research and watched and read a lot of reviews stating that they the people who have taken remembering i’ve had a really hard time sleeping i
Already have a really hard time sleeping i’ll lay down at midnight and i won’t go to bed till three four or five six o’clock in the morning i’m sure if i switched my phone out with a book out more often that i probably will to get to sleep faster but just bad habits right um how are they going with that yeah so sleeping i’ve been nervous because i like my sleep i
Love my sleep and i don’t get a lot of good quality sleep for reasons myself i’ll do all sabotage my sleeping sometimes but i’m trying to get back on a better schedule right now what else what else what else oh okay so i also suffer from pretty bad social anxiety i’ve been told and i’ve seen that people who to have anxiety issues and take this they tend to have
Panic attacks i mean panic attacks they’re no fun oh my i just had my very first severe panic attack not too long ago and i couldn’t handle it so another reason why this has been sitting in my shelf for the past seven months and i’ve just been staring at it but i mean what’s the worst that can happen i have an episode i have a little bit of anxiety that i can’t
Control after a couple days and i just get off of propria and my doctor prescribes me or something new so easy is that right i wanted i just had a birthday he just turned 25 and i told myself when i was 24 like listen yeah you’re gonna go ahead and roll in your 25 years of life and strong being happy physically healthy mentally healthy and so far i’ve taken the
Steps to make sure that i’m happier in my everyday life and i have taken a few steps to make sure i’m mentally happy as well now my first step for physically healthy is going to be to stop smoking cigarettes i have been smoking cigarettes since i was 15 years old typical high school and it’s been a really long 10 years and i say it’s been a long ten years because
Ever since i started smoking i am always sick i always have a sinus infection i almost always have bronchitis several times a year or just some sort of upper respiratory infection i am constantly sick i am tired of being sick and tired all the time so i said skirt go ahead bite bullet take the damn pillow another thing too is that i kind of threw me off is that
Also treats depression i have not been diagnosed with depression though i do feel like i have been showing symptoms and the whole ruling in 25 years live strong mentally i actually started to see a therapist as well so i can see why the certain things that i do or don’t do can seem like i have depression and i probably do still figuring that out but very like
Very slight slight depression but then again i kind of want to retract that statement because i have been very lethargic and i’m not talking about just months worth of being tired i’m talking years and it’s been about three and a half almost four years that i’ve actually sat down and looked at myself and realized that i’m not the same crazy weird hyper leah that
I normally am i’m i’m always very tired and even when i’m at social gatherings i just want to sit there and if you come to me then that’s fine that’s not me i’m the one running around causing like causing all the fun and just being my bubbly dorky self so if taking this guy is what’s gonna help me get actually even absolutely again i haven’t been diagnosed with
The depression and i have been showing signs i have had depressive episodes when there’s stressful events in my life like most people too and they have stressful events and stress and all that horrible horrible stuff happens why um so yeah first day i took it a couple couple hours ago around 3 o’clock 6 o’clock right now i don’t feel anything and i wasn’t expecting
To feel anything at all i’m gonna keep on taking one pill a day in the morning when i wake up for the next week or two probably gonna go ahead and give myself two weeks to really get accustomed to this drug and if i need to go i haven’t take it twice a day then i’ll go ahead and do that i’m nervous about the panic attacks and i’m nervous about the pounding heart
Situation and anxiety because i already don’t have that under control and i would hate to go ahead and add more to that if i don’t have to cause i don’t have any anxiety medication yet though i probably believe soon hopefully fingers crossed um and sleeping i love my sleep so i’m just gonna keep doing it take it in the morning see what happens um another thing i
Am excited about though is that i heard that you lose weight cuz it curves your appetite well i mean so does cigarettes but i still got fat it’s still guy i wouldn’t say that i’m absolutely not fat but i definitely gained around 65 pounds in the past 2000 17 18 19 in the past three years it’s a lot i’ve never gained this much weight and that sort of power short you
Know short amount of time which now that i’m talking about is probably have something has something to do with depression yeah so that’s no fun so if it wants to go ahead and curb my appetite with food and cigarettes hell yeah i’m for really excited to see if i do lose anyway i’m gonna go ahead and make sure that i weigh myself today and login and then i will be
Tracking it every month i think mmm every couple of weeks so yeah and i’m excited to quit doing that too smoking horrible i always had that phlegm in the back of my throat always waking up with stuff stuck there and feeling sick and i’m like oh the only way that i can cure this i go outside and smoke another secret it’s a vicious cycle i am excited that i finally
Bit the bullet and finally going to it hopefully no yes i’m gonna quit forget what we’re gonna commit we’re gonna quit and we’re gonna get through this and we’re gonna do it together okay
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Bupropion SR150 MG(Wellbutrin) Journey. I started today and here are my thoughts bout the medication By Lea Morgan
