After two weeks on guaifenesin i’m feeling a bit more achy but not enough. talking about this past week and the changes.
Hey everyone welcome back today it has been two weeks since i started their guaifenesin and the last video was a week ago where i told you about how i’m frustrated i’m still frustrated i am i want i think i have been feeling egg here and the pain has gone up a little bit just my shoulders work more my hands hurt more my knees my feet my hips and it’s it’s annoying
But i feel that it’s not enough it doesn’t feel like the crazy worsening that people talk about when it comes to go i finished i think i mean if i need to have this pain for a few months or a year before i feel better i would rather i would rather have it hurt more right now and make the time that i have to be with it shorter so i would like to get a higher dosage
Of why and i’m really confused with the whole buying it from websites because it’s i’m not sure which kind i need and i don’t know what my dosage is yet so i still want to buy it here before i bite abroad just because i’m so uncertain about the whole thing i mean that i’m gonna keep on with it but i want to know that i meant the right dosage and and i wanted to be
Like other people say to have the pain worse and then cycle away i know it’s too short a time for it psycho i mean its own it’s only been two weeks and i’m on a very low dosage of now i’m 400 in the morning and 280 and it’s i just don’t think that it’s enough and i really wanted to i mean i am feeling worse but i’m not feeling really were wars like i’ve been saying
It’s a four or five level of pain and now it’s been i’ve been waiting six in my little book the one thing that has been getting crazy horse is my dreams now this isn’t really supposed to have anything to do with fibro i think but i have such vivid crazy dreams that are mixed up with with sci-fi and fantasy and all these different things and my family and things
That i want to talk about with my family or wanna do and then they happen in my dreams but it really weird and twisted way and they’re so vivid and i feel like i’m working really hard during my dreams like last night the dream i just woke up from i was moving with tomer moving apartment but i had to pack everything i forgot to pack and i was packing everything on
The day the movers king and i needed to pack everything and i called friends and family to come and help me because i couldn’t do it on my own and they wouldn’t help and i’d scream and ask them and come on do this and do that and then they would stop watch a soccer game or something soccer is big here in israel even though my family isn’t really a big soccer fan
I’m not really into sports maybe basketball but um it’s just i feel like i’m not getting any rest i feel like i’m working in my dreams whether it’s a really crazy dream or just a little bit crazy but they all have been getting very vivid crazy and very tiring and i wake up completely stiff in the morning and that is one of the things that come with fibro and it
Has worsened a bit in the past i think two weeks and the pain is just i wake up with my whole body just washed over with pain everything hurts everything from my toes to the top of my head and it’s just so stiff like i can’t move and just the thing that makes me move a little bit or start to move the mornings when my cats come over and they’re just so cute so i my
Hand a little bit to pet them but my body is so tired so i i do want to raise my dosage but i need to go to the doctor for it because i’m not gonna have enough pills if i do it by myself and i don’t know what to get like i said if i buy it abroad so yeah i think that’s it for now i was a really nice rosh hashanah a nice jewish holiday tomor started a blog that i
Will add a link here and he wrote two posts about me and us already and and i always loved reading what he writes he’s he’s creative and it’s it’s he’s been created when he’s being he shares and he’s i think he’s trying to share about life of me to to help others help others who are with people will fight with fibro or just help others understand and others to see
That they’re not alone so i i’m very happy about that and then i love him he’s mom again anyway that’s it i’m gonna go rest a little bit maybe stretch a little bit and then i think later we’re gonna go to a movie which i hope will be okay we’ll see i usually really don’t like being in the movie theater it’s very uncomfortable usually and one more thing i mentioned
In my hebrew book is that i’m really sensitive to noise my cats are sitting here behind the closed window because every morning there’s there’s construction across the street and people and cars driving by and children screaming from a kindergarten across the other way and my i’m really sensitive to sound and light as well but mostly sound is really drives me nuts
Alright so i hope you have a pain-free year and for all choose to understand makati mantova maybe i’ll talk about your keyboard my next post but you know what what i meant by saying malcolm ottawa that’s it to save me come on oh
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pain and dreams @shira's Fibro Fun Blog By shiradanin
