Hey everybody this is probably going to be my last video blogging my experience on the adderall that i’m taking now if this is your first time stopping in if you go to my channel you’ll see the vlogging of my experience changing medication for treatment of some of the mental challenges illnesses whatever you want to call it that i face and my experience taking
Medication so like i said before this was gonna be my last video regarding this on actually going to try to get back into doing a makeup tutorials again that’s just something i always enjoyed doing i just had no motivation and a lot of time to do it that being said i am going to continue taking the adderall i may end up increasing the dosage at some point when i
See a persistent experience of the medication not lasting as long as it normally does then maybe i will consider increasing the dosage i try not to do that like with my anxiety medication i’ve been on the same dosage for about four years now so unless it’s like something that’s very very obvious i’m not gonna ask for an increase because that just to me unless
You absolutely need it it’s it’s not a good thing to do that so i’m trying to stay on the dosage i am now which i think is 10 milligrams that i’m taking and i’m on month yeah at 4 or 5 i can’t believe it’s been that long and i’ve been on this the adderall but i’ve been enjoying it so far i mean there’s only two negative things which i’ve mentioned so many times and
These videos is the dry mouth which but that’s going to happen with all of those types of medications it’s just a side effect of the you’re not gonna get around it i just try to drink a lot of water and whatnot and then the anger issues those are i used to be a very very angry person i used to be a really really nasty and i was very mean and not nice to people
And i focused on changing that and developed my own coping skills to address those issues mixed with going to therapy chill i was able to basically tuck those unsavory personalities and myself away since i’ve been on the adderall the that part of me it used to be easy to heat that part of me from surfacing it was took absolutely no effort at all after several years
Of practice since i’ve been on the adderall i’ve had a difficult time trying to keep that part of me at bay and it has come up a few times and i’ve learned to just walk away when i feel like i’m going to have one of those episodes and give myself time to calm down but it’s still not good it is a struggle and i have to keep myself aware of it and take ownership
If i affect someone so i mean i’ve blown up at people i won’t get into details because that’s my personal business but i recognize it and i apologize for it i am also a very direct person and so i have noticed that taking this medication it has made me a more direct person which can sometimes come off as rude but in my nature i’m a realist so that being said i
Usually say what’s on my mind and i don’t really hide what i have to say or how i feel what you see is what you get i’m not a fake person i’ve never been that way it’s just that’s who i am so i’ve just noticed that that personality portion of me has enhanced which you know like i said can be as be rude but i’m getting too long into this video i just wanted to let
You know guys know that i have been reading your comments i am behind on some of them but i try to respond when i do have the time to do it and i did these videos mainly for myself so i can go back and watch them and also help others and that’s important to do through vlogging because when you blog or post on a wall or whatever it can be easily misconstrued so i
Just find the videos more helpful so i hope that i have helped others if you know like i said before i have read everyone’s comments a lot of you guys have helped me it just is nice to know that there’s other people out there that are struggling with the same thing and it’s you know it’s still kind of a taboo subject and it’s gonna be awhile before that goes away
And that’s just making sure that a lot of us who suffer with us keep it aware don’t hide it i don’t hide it i tell everyone about it i’m not embarrassed by it i work on it and that’s all you can do but anyway so this is my last video regarding this and i will see you soon maybe bye
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Last Update on My Experience Taking Adderall 20 mg By iTendToWingIt
