… like an m’n’m but with chaos instead of chocolate.
Day 17 17. day 17. um the nausea was really bad today um i didn’t i haven’t been able to eat yet i’m hoping to be able to eat soon um took the tablets 12 hours ago so that was that was bad um but a busy day and the next couple of days are also going to be very busy i’m struggling with balancing the stress of the things that i have to do with the time
That i have left to do them um so that’s that’s weighing on my mind a little bit so um yeah um today my friend did something called access bars on me um she had me lie down and she touched different parts of my head i think it’s like a kind of like an acupressure thing um she’s hoping that it will help um she’s hoping that it will mean that i don’t
Have to take medicine anymore it’s kind of difficult to have optimism about pretty much anything at the moment so um just thought i’d mention it just thought i’d mention it she’s very kind um yeah i’ve got that sort of low low low levels sounds like it’s not that bad um i guess what i mean more than low level is underlying underlying um anxiety bubbling
Like just under the surface like i can i feel like i’m i’m keeping a straight face uh but like just below that is chaos i feel chaotic i feel like chaos in a shell like an m m but the chocolate is chaos yeah that’s me so um i think i’m gonna be sick i’ll see you tomorrow
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Day 17 on Atomoxetine By Neurodivergent in Japan